Friday, 18 July 2014

i'm back

let's do this again

hello people of the internet
man, it's been quite a while since i last posted anything on here
well, i'm back so

okay so a few things have happened since i last blogged in march, but i honestly cannot remember everything that i've done since then...
so i'm starting afresh.

{let's start with today}
i spent the whole day studying at great world city's starbucks with mum
if you don't know already, i study my best in cafes... especially those with amazing coffee and hot chocolate

oh yeah, i'm a sucker for a good hot chocolate

anyway, the best part of the day was when i found a new playlist on soundcloud
it contains really great music that's great for not only studying, but tanning or just chilling in general

so yeah, it's by @jacksgap
those boys are just fabulous, not just in appearance, but also in their music taste and just generally the way they live their lives

this playlist is literally the
i could replay this over and over again, and not get sick of it
the music's just so chill

hahaha anyway,
i guess that's all i'll post for today.

ciao my lovelies xx

Wednesday, 12 March 2014

rizzles fo' shizzles

can you feel the gay?

okay so i didn't really know what to blog about today so i figured i'd blog about r&i. what's r&i, you ask? well... r&i is short-form for the show rizzoli and isles, which happens to be one of my favourite shows. it's basically the gayest straight show on television.

anyway, i won't go into detail about the show but i definitely would recommend you to watch it if you have the time. it's an amazing show, and the cast is simply brilliant. if you do happen to watch it, you'll find yourself shipping rizzles till no tamaro {it's an r&i joke bc the producer of the show's last name is tamaro and it sounds like tomorrow so}.

what is rizzles?
well... rizzles is a ship. a ship that i ship with great passion. {did that make sense? i'm gonna go with yes.}

rizzles = jane rizzoli + maura isles

you'd think they'd be in a really cute relationship, right?

we wish that were the case. 
they're just 'best friends', but they're totally denying themselves of their love for each other.

okay i realized that i went a little out of hand with the rizzles gif hunt, but there are no rAgrets here. not even one letter. {if you know where that reference is from, i love you}

back to the point...
you should totally watch the show bc it's like a drama-crime-comedy. a dramimedy. that's not... uh... a word. and even if you don't like the plot {god forbid}, you could always just watch it for rizzles.

come on... you know you want to.

Tuesday, 11 February 2014


ultimate throwback w/ my bae, cherrybomb

o hay guise
so i haven't posted in like 4 months
my apologies

haha so how've ya'll been?
i hope your 2014 has been good so far. i know mine has.

alright, this is just a 'hi, i'll be updating more often' post so yeah... it's pretty short.

oh! and if you haven't seen my bali (day 1) vlog yet,
here you go:

ciao for now!

Thursday, 21 November 2013


she had the world in her hands

i've realised that most of my blog posts are pretty depressing, and this post just adds to the number.


idek. it runs along those lines.

you know how when we were younger, we were promised a life full of fun, fulfillment and joy? 

i can't help but feel like i've been drained of my energy and ability to care as days go by. yeah sure, i'm happy at times, but it's an empty kind of happiness you know?

maybe it was poly that changed that.
the only good part of my poly life so far are the friends i've made there. 
especially my girls, and the drama club.
thank god for them.

but what i'm trying to imply here is that poly's changed me.
well at least,
i think it has.

and not in a good way...

everyday's a routine.
i know that secondary school's no different,
but it sure didn't affect me back then than it does now.

it seems like nothing ever turns out how i expect it to be.
sure, life's great and all, but... it feels wrong somehow.

i miss my genuine happiness,
my carefree smiles,
'not a care in the world' attitude towards life.

i miss being spontaneous.
i miss the old me.

where did i go?
i just need to be saved from myself.

// sorry if i made you depressed from reading this //

Saturday, 2 November 2013

trick or treat

hello halloween

hey guys! so how did you spend your halloween? i hope it was as good as mine! :-)

okay anyways, i spent my halloween at margaux's annual halloween gathering/party thingy thingo. it felt so great to go trick or treating again. when i got to her house, ili and vic fluffy were already there so we just took some photos and dolled up even more whilst waiting for vic lynn. 

ok so vic didn't come on time (as usual... hahahaha kidding ily vic), and we decided to go ahead with the trick or treating without her. man... we collected so much candy, i'm not even sure i'd be able to finish all of it by the end of the month. not as much as last year tho. :'(

when we got back, we ate a scrumptious dinner made by margaux's family. :') the roasted chicken was a*. THEN only did vic arrive. hahahahaha. and then we just hung out and snapped photos afterwards. it was so much fun to be around my kc family again. i've missed everyone.

and last but not least, our 'mean girls' shot.